Abandoned?

A shine of light reaches my back corner
and in a flash meaning reaches my mind.
Testament to loves infinite isolation
and hates awful contamination.

I will myself up in this glorious light
patient, thinking of the time I spent last night
It is difficult to teach: the strength and wisdom of trees
standing alone in the winter with absolutely no leaves.

My search takes me deep into mental starvation
where power is held rather than given
but once I reach the nexus, the center of my dreams,
I now hope to know exactly what they mean.
They mean the same as the light and the dark.
They mean my hopes lie in the action of love not hate.

Do not act out of petty contempt
Instead reach deep and see the strength, by which you were sent.
And see your future like waves unshaken
In deeds you are the one who makes it.